Saturday, January 30, 2010

Life is short

Sometimes it seems like life is falling in around me. It's often hard to move onto the next day. So much has happened in the last six months, its been hard to keep my grip on reality... my seperation, living with my mom again, and trying to raise three kids while looking for a job. Somewhere in my heart I hang on because I know that God has a plan for my life and I've got to continue on for mine and my children's sake.

I will be starting a new job on Monday, It doesn't pay much but it will hopefully help me gain the experience I need to move foward. I've always had a fear of change and as I sit here terrifed of what the future holds, I know that I have to continue on to make it to a life that will make me happy, whatever that maybe.

So remember life is to short to not continually move forward!